I'm never both.
I tend to be Jewish more often.
It's not even a nationality. Some think it's an ethnicity. Some don't. Yet, in this essay, it's powerful enough to obscure the fact that I'm writing about being Italian, too. I have a manuscript describing this duality but were I to run a word count tracking text devoted to my Jewish heritage versus that of my Italian side, the Jew would win.
I'm a little embarrassed that I don't distribute attention to both more fairly. Not to mention the fact that the Jewish half is equal parts Romanian, Russian, and Polish. What about them? It's as if Jewish Adam is the youngest born, Italian Adam the first, and Romanian, Russian and Polish Adams the ugly adopted, middle children. Don't misunderstand me: Jewish Adam deserves some of the publicity. It's just that Jewish Adam gets all the attention and his siblings are beginning to resent him for it.
So, I begin this social media endeavor to pay each of my Adams his due respect. Undoubtedly, I will fail miserably as already, six unpublished essays on Jewish Adam, including a page devoted entirely to the Jewish Guilt-Shame Complex, await posting on this very blog. Italian Adam wants some of the glitz. He's got something to say. I think the two can share. I hope the two can share. After all, I'm a little of both... A little bit matzoh and a little bit meatball.